pardon my whine tonight we were supposed to go to dinner at patty's boyfriend's parents' place. (phew.)

chris had to work until 6, though... and he's on call. and it turns out he has to go to a hospital to see a patient after work. so there's no way we'll make it to dinner.

i guess this is a good thing... when we were talking about just going late, the idea of having to see chris's mom put me in tears. it really makes me mad that she has f'd things up so bad that the idea of seeing her on a holiday gets me that upset. :(

so anyway. i guess i'm hanging out here tonight.. hopefully chris won't be too late.

also, i have cramps.

this holiday has been kind of a bummer. i wish i could snap out of it.  ¶ 6:15 PM